It's all happening again, presently. A hole opens sometimes that I fall through a bit like Alice in Wonderland...where memories come and chase me around for a while. Sometimes I feel like I live twenty lifetimes in ten minutes. There are little pieces of my life that I've blocked out, things that I only remember when I take my life apart...and I like that I can look back and have a good laugh. I'm breathing again. Finally. In. Out. Maybe someday I won't have to keep reminding myself.
Battlefied, Olive Garden, margaritas, Chris doing my hair, Jesse wearing my clothes, Carl breaking my bed, Zombie Prom, song selection...can this just be life from now on? The thought of Lansdale and Applebee's for two months kinda makes me wanna vom. Why am I not performing this summer? Depressing. But I'm not gonna feel sorry for myself...that's just silly. I guess I'll just keep trying.
Seabrook Island...3 months!!
Generally,
Jenna
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um, just jokin
you know i adore you...i need not even say it!!
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